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29 March 2009 Discussion: Part One

Okay, let’s start at ‘The Secret’, the ‘Law of Attraction’.

A big fuss is made of the ‘Law of Attraction’.
And many rally around it because, utilizing that they can ‘change their life’ – according to what is being professed and promoted.

The fact is, that the principles of the Law of Attraction has been always part of every human-beings’ life. We’ve always existed and...according to your imagination - and that which you vividly imagine and hold onto = manife… Continue

Ive been having more insurities, on the way I move or should move myself. Uncertainty. Its hard to explain but the urge is still here of wanting to help, do something... Because I actually dont really want to, I dont FEEL it, I dont have the urge to, but I think that I should. Feeling selfish sitting here at come being comfortable, while beings in this world suffer and often dont even have a clue why or how they can stop it.
Sometimes it feels like their is a "lock" on my brain, that I begin to… Continue

Ive had more emotions come up today. I was in the car with mom and she started to talk about how our dead uncle "helps" her with stuff she asks (like praying to god). Well it made me annoyed because once again this was self-intrest ... I mean what about poor people, sometimes they pray and dont get shit, or people who suffer real bad, starving children etc... Their prayers arent answered. And then she said that might be because of their previous lifes.
So I said: oh yeah real fair to get punishe… Continue

Today me and mom were in the car to feed the cats living at my mom's sister. In the car we were talking and it came to a point that where I share that we (people) are not what we say we are, but what we show, physically act out. Because for instance, you can say " I am a nice sweet person", but act totally different. And then the conversation went to love. Mom said: yes, like you can say you love someone but you have to show it. I said to her that that depends, because people define love very fu… Continue

I went to the docter to get my blood checked and for my skin turning yellower. He asked me what I was doing atm, while he was pulling out some blood. He asked me what happened to my idealism. In the passed I had come to him depressed, about the state of the world etc... and he seemed to want me to be like that again. I started to feel abit guilty, that i should feel fucked up about the world or something. but then I was: ok hell no! uve been through that .And I released it.
I also didnt knew wha… Continue