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29 March 2009 Discussion: Part One Okay, let’s start at ‘The Secret’, the ‘Law of Attraction’. A big fuss is made of the ‘Law of Attraction’. And many rally around it because, utilizing that they can ‘change their life’ – according to what is being professed and promoted. The fact is, that the principles of the Law of Attraction has been always part of every human-beings’ life. We’ve always existed and...according to your imagination - and that which you vividly imagine and hold onto = manife… Continue

Added by Ann on March 31, 2009 at 5:10pm — No Comments

Some update on my experience

Ive been having more insurities, on the way I move or should move myself. Uncertainty. Its hard to explain but the urge is still here of wanting to help, do something... Because I actually dont really want to, I dont FEEL it, I dont have the urge to, but I think that I should. Feeling selfish sitting here at come being comfortable, while beings in this world suffer and often dont even have a clue why or how they can stop it. Sometimes it feels like their is a "lock" on my brain, that I begin to… Continue

Added by Ann on January 20, 2009 at 9:03pm — No Comments

Awareness day 15: wednesday

Ive had more emotions come up today. I was in the car with mom and she started to talk about how our dead uncle "helps" her with stuff she asks (like praying to god). Well it made me annoyed because once again this was self-intrest ... I mean what about poor people, sometimes they pray and dont get shit, or people who suffer real bad, starving children etc... Their prayers arent answered. And then she said that might be because of their previous lifes. So I said: oh yeah real fair to get punishe… Continue

Added by Ann on January 14, 2009 at 12:58pm — No Comments

Awareness day 11: saturday

Today me and mom were in the car to feed the cats living at my mom's sister. In the car we were talking and it came to a point that where I share that we (people) are not what we say we are, but what we show, physically act out. Because for instance, you can say " I am a nice sweet person", but act totally different. And then the conversation went to love. Mom said: yes, like you can say you love someone but you have to show it. I said to her that that depends, because people define love very fu… Continue

Added by Ann on January 10, 2009 at 7:42pm — No Comments

Awareness day 8: wednesday

I went to the docter to get my blood checked and for my skin turning yellower. He asked me what I was doing atm, while he was pulling out some blood. He asked me what happened to my idealism. In the passed I had come to him depressed, about the state of the world etc... and he seemed to want me to be like that again. I started to feel abit guilty, that i should feel fucked up about the world or something. but then I was: ok hell no! uve been through that .And I released it. I also didnt knew wha… Continue

Added by Ann on January 8, 2009 at 10:14am — No Comments

Awareness day 6: monday

Yesterday I went with mom to go dance. My mom piked the sort of class on monday and me on wednesday. Wednesday I picked streetdance :P So we went there, I became a little nervous for the new situation but breathed through it and was ok. The first 30 mins was fun, it was dancing but then after that... muscle excercises pffff, like lying on the ground doing stuff and then your muscles hurt. Doing this I felt sadness rising up inside of me. Like I was paying to hurt myself. And seeing all these wom… Continue

Added by Ann on January 6, 2009 at 8:29am — No Comments

Awareness day 4: saturday

Normally it was the family christmas party yesterday evening but me and my brother didnt go, we went to the frozen water again with the friend to ice skate. I put on my dads woolen socks and also put on a cap on my head. The other days I didnt move around much because I thought the ice was not stable enough. But it had been freezing long now so I went on from side to side moving and it was cool and I stayed warm, very warm :D While I was on the ice, for some time I closed my eyes, just moving an… Continue

Added by Ann on January 4, 2009 at 8:49am — No Comments

Awareness day 3: Friday

Not much to write:) Well Ive been going to the ice again with brother and friend to go skate. I dressed up real warm, 2 pair of socks, snowboots, warmer gloves, 2 sweaters and a unitard... guess what, my feet and hands were again cold lol. I notice I still pick the skin around me fingernails because its become a habbit. I enjoy it althou I dont know why lol. Its not because of a reason that I think off. So I will stop this again. Ive stopped it before and it was tempting at times, or sometimes… Continue

Added by Ann on January 3, 2009 at 8:30am — No Comments

Awareness day 2: thursday

The day before yesterday it was new years eve and I went to bed around 11pm. My parents stayed up passed 12 and at some point I woke up because something was in my right eye (while sleeping?). I also heared my brother downstairs and my dad and him arguing. Then he went back upstairs and my dad kept arguing with dad. Dad was yelling: "its always my fault! Ive always done it!" etc.. I decided to just breath through it and also look at my eye to see if I could see anything in it. But I didnt, so I… Continue

Added by Ann on January 2, 2009 at 8:30am — No Comments

Awareness Day 1: wednesday

Last night I was giving myself a hard time again for what I dont get yet, and what I am not doing good enough etc... being active in my mind judging myself more then embracing myself and moving myself. I had the sense that I should do "more" or "better" things. But then a light bulb went on and I was like: "wait a minute! Why do I want to do so called "greater" things? Fuck... lets just keep it simple!" And thats what I am going to do. Ive been postponing in a way, because i did not see myself… Continue

Added by Ann on December 31, 2008 at 4:00pm — No Comments

My book is now for sale

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Added by Ann on July 20, 2008 at 4:17pm — No Comments

Make your pictures into paintings

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Added by Ann on July 5, 2008 at 4:01pm — No Comments

Anxiety and judging myself

so today I went to my exam called "communication abilities", always found it such a dreatful name ... made me think of acting and lectures and anxiety ... which was partly true because we had to do alot of things which I was anxious about, like stand infront of the whole class and do stuff or say stuff. Anyway... so I went to exam, I am stopping school but learned abit for this exam because if I will do animal care after this, I dont have to re-do this communication ability stuff again because t… Continue

Added by Ann on June 16, 2008 at 4:09pm — No Comments

Help for someones art class - do you know the message?

translation of beneath email: Caroline is a friend of mine, been in my class 2 years ago in art school. She is still an art student and she needs 1000 visitors for her website, its a school assignment. And if you know what the message is that the website represents, email her back at poedelcaro@hotmail.com . Thanks! Or just click the site to give her more visitors :P You dont need to reply back. http://www.handz.tk/ Gegroet allen, Voor een opdracht voor school heb ik op mijn zelfgem… Continue

Added by Ann on May 15, 2008 at 5:09pm — 2 Comments

Imagination

Imagination The place where we are whoever we want to be: fearless, powerful, loving etc… Everything looks better there, you place yourself in any situation. But when you face the situation in real life, it all becomes less “perfect” less “beautiful”. In your presence outside of your head, imagination usually has no place. The experience of yourself becomes really “raw”. You are in the presence of the room, the people, the objects etc… they are no longer in your head – but show around you and n… Continue

Added by Ann on April 12, 2008 at 3:05pm — No Comments

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Added by Ann on March 22, 2008 at 9:00am — 4 Comments

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If they will try to ask money in the future, then just delete account (you never know). So click link below:) You have been invited to join Yuwie by Ann Van den Broeck. When you join, you will be instantly connected to Ann and Ann's friends. Click the link below to join. http://www.yuwie.com/yuwie.asp?r=564495&vid= What is Yuwie? ================= First off, Yuwie is 100% FREE. Yuwie is like any other "connect with friends"… Continue

Added by Ann on March 20, 2008 at 5:00pm — 1 Comment

Impatience when speaking

I have noticed something in myself, noticed it before but never really took a look at it… In some situations, when people ask me things about me or when I tell about experiences, I always feel there is a “rush”. Like: there is no time, there will be something that will interupt etc… It might have started early in my childhood. My dad is pretty impatient with us. Sometimes he reacts when we take the food to slow out of the pan, and then he sais: common! Take more later! Or doenst let finish spea… Continue

Added by Ann on March 11, 2008 at 9:03pm — 1 Comment

What is application?

Application Application is the most powerful for me. It is the “living the words”. So I might first explain what the “living word” is. This basically means that who we really are in essence as the living word is equality and oneness within and as awareness. We are one with all that exist, we carry no longer the divisions that we have allowed and we stand for all that exists and we no longer allow separation. That as our truth as who we really are, we return to our natural state of being the Livi… Continue

Added by Ann on March 10, 2008 at 7:40am — No Comments

What is self-forgiveness?

Self-forgiveness This is a gift you give to yourself. Before applying this you must understand what self-honesty is (explained above). Self-forgiveness is when you force yourself to see your enslaved self and what it does and allows. So when you in self-honesty look at yourself and see the systems work, you forgive yourself for it. And example: you dress yourself in certain clothing and put on make up so that others will judge you as a “beautiful” or “clean” person. You see you are scared of th… Continue

Added by Ann on March 10, 2008 at 7:40am — 3 Comments

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