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Awareness day 6: monday
Yesterday I went with mom to go dance. My mom piked the sort of class on monday and me on wednesday. Wednesday I picked streetdance :P
So we went there, I became a little nervous for the new situation but breathed through it and was ok. The first 30 mins was fun, it was dancing but then after that... muscle excercises pffff, like lying on the ground doing stuff and then your muscles hurt. Doing this I felt sadness rising up inside of me. Like I was paying to hurt myself. And seeing all these woman doing it together just showed how obsessed we are with wanting to look a certain way. After class I told mom and she said she enjoys it and that she likes to feel that or something... Anyway I am going to see if I can change to another class where its just dancing and no muscle toning excercises. If not then well, I might go to that class and breath through the excercises, not allowing what I do to influence me. When it started hurting I just stopped. Or I can leave after the dancingpart is over but then I would need to go with bike instead of riding along with mom.
So yeah there was this sadness within me at that moment, to release it all.
So we went there, I became a little nervous for the new situation but breathed through it and was ok. The first 30 mins was fun, it was dancing but then after that... muscle excercises pffff, like lying on the ground doing stuff and then your muscles hurt. Doing this I felt sadness rising up inside of me. Like I was paying to hurt myself. And seeing all these woman doing it together just showed how obsessed we are with wanting to look a certain way. After class I told mom and she said she enjoys it and that she likes to feel that or something... Anyway I am going to see if I can change to another class where its just dancing and no muscle toning excercises. If not then well, I might go to that class and breath through the excercises, not allowing what I do to influence me. When it started hurting I just stopped. Or I can leave after the dancingpart is over but then I would need to go with bike instead of riding along with mom.
So yeah there was this sadness within me at that moment, to release it all.
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